Weight

Been receiving lots comment about me losing weight.

But didn't notice it, probably everyday we look at ourselves at the mirror, day & night so wouldn't notice it.

Thought it was a minor thing, but was wondering how come everyone commented as if an elephant became a giraffe.

Went to meet the Cheras people, and saw a weighing machine in Wei-Li/I house. Very 'excited' to check my weight. Often do that in anyone house that had a weighing machine, cause I'm to poor to own a weighing machine at home =(.

The last time I weight myself was 73KG. Wei-Li said her weighing machine 2kg extra wan... so if the result of the weighing machine shows 68KG... you must minus 2 KG... so your real weight will be 65KG... Am I right kids? ... hehe some maths lesson from the "guru"...

BTW... Wei-Li's weighing machine showed that I'm 70KG... So I was like... hmm 3KG hilang... ok larh not that bad...

Went back home only remembered have to minus 2 from the weighing machine's result... WAH LAU 70KG - 2 = 68KG ... I lost 5 KG!!!... I AM SO NOT PROUD of it... now I know why from an elephant to giraffe...

Next mission... eat like tomorrow never comes... hoho...

Anyone wanna treat me for a meal?

I'm so willing to accept it without any hesitation... =)

Tough

1st...dad passed away

2nd...some issue with police requesting to do post-mortem on my dad's body...but we refused by convincing the police it was an accident...

3rd...some error with dad's death certificate...need to run around the state to get the proper documents (that also take almost 3 days...=_=""") for the amendment to be made on the death cert...

4th...I'm down with measles... second attack... MC for the whole week...

5th...Next... I need to rebuild the broken road... off course not alone... Thank God I'm still alive... phew... been 'sweating' tremendously...



















Just wondering when will my road be officially 'normal' again...

Dream...

You know most of the Chinese people believe that the dead, especially the one closest to you will come visit you in your dream or some other sort way (freaky).

I don't really believe that tho.

By the way I did dreamt about dad twice since the day he passed away.

1st we were having dinner together with my family member. At that moment I thought I had woke up from my dream (that's the reality now). By thinking the reality = dream, for now. So hard to accept the fact my dad has passed away... but realized it was just a dream...

2nd it was another dream seeing my dad sleeping beside my mom, I was so happy for my mom... but again it was just a dream...

So hard to face the reality huh?

So many question in my mind... trying figure it out so hard... but at the end of the day... that's the fact... I have to face it even tho I don't like it so much... life still goes on... as much as I wish it was a dream... this is a reality... no dreaming...

To those who smsed or called... and also give a hand in one way or another... thanks so much...

Got this sms... from one of my friend:
"There's a time to mourn, a time to live and a time to move on"

Life isn't fair all the time, life isn't about smooth sailing all the time... that's life...

I'm not pefect, but relying on God, using this pain to drive me to be a better person as the day goes by...