Exam...

Meeting up with TL (Team Leader) had some IDP (Individual Development Plan) chat.

Basically it's more like planing your long/medium/short term plan in the company.

So yah, was blah blah blah together with TL about my IDP... and of course... I am blur about it... not even 2 weeks in the company... @_@ ... hehe

At the end of the conversation... she said "once you are confirmED as a permanent staff, between this 6 months period, you are required to attend (a few) classroom/workshop courses. After the courses, there will be exam. Don't worry the company will pay for your courses and exam fees".

I was like...
O_O

OH NO EXAM AGAIN!!!???

Then again she said "Passing rate is 70%"

Pengsan !!!

Those genius people outside there, always read lots of books, always score 70% and above for exams, Jimmy in need of your intellectual brain. There will be reward for your contribution... fine dinning anywhere anyplace... hehe...

I guess not only learning a lifetime thingy...

EXAM TOO!!! <--- I HATE YOU!!! ... lol

Guarding

Guarding our heart is an essential task or whatever we define it.

Of course we should guard our heart in every circumstances, but...

There is always a 'but' right?

Are we guarding our heart so much so that because of the feeling called 'inferiority', feeling small and useless among the people around us, so we just keep guarding our heart so hard from others?

Or guarding our heart because of 'ego', wanting to feel superior by "guarding" our so call unknown weaknesses from others, worrying so much about how badly a person will think of us that we thought it will damage our "reputation"?

Above are just example from one extreme to another.

It's good to set boundary in our hearts,
but how much?
& how far?

Izzit because of fear we guard our heart?
or because for the right reason?

Often we told to be transparent/honest/truthful/etc...
& the list goes on...

But are we? How it is possible if we are so called 'guarding' our heart so hard, either to one extreme or vice versa?

Most of us (not everyone) guarding our heart for the wrong reason, like the examples stated initially.

We are all humans, full of curiosity towards one another since the day we are born, but 'trying' so hard to guard our own heart that sometimes we ourselves are not ourselves anymore...

p/s:It's just a thought... it might not be right partially.

Public Holiday

Wah... so long didn't blog liow.

Work was fine, lots things to learn, have to get use of the environment, company policy, code of ethics, code of business and the list goes on @_@.

Now I understand why public holiday is so precious...lol... it's only my 4th day of working, I started to look on the calender for public holiday liow, but sadly the next one will be on Labour Day (1st of May).

It's not that I don't enjoy my work, just that suddenly it felt like you need 40 hours a day instead of 24 hours T_T.

Well I hope that I able to get use to it a.s.a.p. It's just matter of time.

I need sleep now... ZZzzZZZzz

Praise You in this storm

Verse 1:
I was sure by now,








God, that You would have reached down










and wiped our tears away,










stepped in and saved the day.
But once again, I say amen










and it's still raining








as the thunder rolls










I barely hear You whisper through the rain,










"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise










the God who gives and takes away.

Chorus:
And I'll praise you in this storm










and I will lift my hands










for You are who You are
no matter where I am
and every tear I've cried







You hold in your hand








You never left my side










and though my heart is torn










I will praise You in this storm











Verse 2:
I remember when I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry to You








and raised me up again










my strength is almost gone how can I carry on







if I can't find You
and as the thunder rolls









I barely hear You whisper through the rain










"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise










the God who gives and takes away

Chorus:
And I'll praise you in this storm










and I will lift my hands










for You are who You are
no matter where I am
and every tear I've cried







You hold in your hand








You never left my side










and though my heart is torn










I will praise You in this storm










Bridge :
I lift my eyes onto the hills
where does my help come from?










My help comes from the Lord,








the maker of heaven and earth







I lift my eyes onto the hills
where does my help come from?










My help comes from the Lord,








the maker of heaven and earth

Chinese New Year "revelation"

Went visiting 1st day of CNY.

Was quite reluctant to go tho. But still go larh, just spend time with family, since I don't spend much time with family members =\.

Dad was very happy I followed them to visit my relatives, but in my mind was thinking about what the aunties/uncles will ask me, for example question such as:

"Got girlfriend already arh?"

Was trying to think how to answer them, probably this:

"Which one?"

or

"Nolarh, I married already mah, you don't know arh?"

But I was surprised they didn't asked me that "common" question they used to ask me.

Instead they said to me:

"Wah, Chee Huat lu pui liow!!! (you fat already)"

I just gived them a big smile:






But in my mind was like:

=_="""

and this:







was also imagining this:























Do I look this fat after few years didn't met them???
lol... that picture above so obese...

Not complaining about what they had said...
but just the way they said it was like a shock to them...Haha!!!

But, but, but, the most important statement...
aunty & cousin sisters said "Handsome already!!!"

Muahahahah!!!
Of course handsome right?
God created each and everyone of us beautifully/handsome...

Ok larh forgiven...

Let's continue hunting for angpaus with "confident"...lol

Modem-less

Ahdui, modem died yesterday (Sunday), was onlining halfway then all of sudden it lag, so decided to restart the modem. After that the modem LED light from green turn to RED!!! instead of RED to green...

Haih...NOT AGAIN!!!

This was the 3rd time it happened again, once it turn to RED without turning to green, means the modem no hope d. The 1st and 2nd time was under warranty, so change for free. The third time was yesterday, warranty period expired liow. Grrr!!!

Felt so weird without Internet connection, like as if I "disconnected" from the World Wide Web instead of the computer itself (not really a bad thing though, but weird... lol). Was browsing through the computer, to find something to do or watch, but aih... can't blog, can't play DOTA!!!, can't chat and the list goes on T_T

Technology now days, it's like a necessity for us liow. Imagine without a cell phone, you felt as if your other "half" missing in your life.

Bad bad bad... tsk tsk...

By the way...
























Welcome...


















Finally!!! Linksys WiFi modem for the Tan's family.
No more long cable from my room upstairs till downstairs to my sister's com, less wire, less hassle... go for wireless... aiyo I so ketingalan zaman (outdated)... hehe

Tips from the IT nerd:
DON'T buy Aztech's modem, very unreliable.
Spend a bit more for quality products.

Resume

Name : Jimmy Choo Tan

D.O.B: 25th December ##th November ####

Age : 18 21 ++

Gende : Male

Marital Status : Married Single

Health : Excellent

Nationality : North China Malaysian

Add: ##, Jalan USJ #/#E, Selangor

Telephone: +601#-#######

Occupation: Attend Interviews

Career Objective:
Attending more interviews

T_T